Chasing your dream

Happiness

Lesson Learned By Mikhala Andrade

So I met this boy that taught me a lesson,

Desperate to be loved for once,

Said I would do anything for attention.

Started to do things I wasn't accustomed to,

Sex, drugs, yup that was all for you.

My friends would constantly say I was stupid,

But I stand for what I believe in,

And yes I did believe in cupid,

I walked by you in the halls, you never looked at me,

So I was invisible, I just wanted a smile, maybe a wave.

I waited patiently, and waited anxiously... But never got one,

But I keep wishing that you will someday,

I guess I was invisible; you made my life like hell,

Shit I was miserable. Eventually I lost all my faith in you,

And all my hope for you, ha! Maybe I guess I wasn’t too good or dope enough for you.

Boy did you make me so insecure, I tried some pills, tried to lose some weight for you,

Not only my friends, but strangers would tell me that im sick and needed a cure too,

Honestly my life was a blur, made me feel different.. Like if I wasn’t meant to be in this world,

I guess I was just a lost girl, so you wonder what’s the lesson,

Never fall for a person that doesn’t give you love or affection.

Or even attention, and ya that’s my message.